Happy birthday sunshine at least you have dad with you which makes it a bit more easy for me down here can't get my head round today but I am trying very hard Dean I split your birthday money up between the causes which dogged you through your short life it went to these charities meningitis heart bones cancer and the children's charity which I know you supported momentum ok it was how I thought you would like your birthday money to go I loved you so much Dean did not think it would be this hard hopefully I will see you soon and dad with everlasting love love mum xxx xxx